God has a great plan for my life. Its bigger than what i could ever imagine. I love knowing that in time everything will work out for the greater good. Im done being hypocritical, its just not me. I have been put through so much and within a few months ive realized my relationship not only with god but the people who mean the most to me really matters.
As of right now i have been given a opprotunity to move. And at first i had been kindof hesitant towards it because i just could never see myself being away from home. But then i realized that maybe this is what gods plan is. I went and talked to my youth pastor today and prayed and just sat down and conversated about my current situation. And what he told me is what my mom had said also. God has given you a talent in music. Maybe you havent been using it in the way he wanted you to and youve been patient and grown as a musician but now he has opened a door for you. And thats where i am. I have this huge door opened in my life in general and despite being scared of different scenery im more excited than i have ever been now. I hope that if this is his plan that it works out for me.