on tour and loving it.
Cant wait till flordia
wish someone was there with me

God has a great plan for my life. Its bigger than what i could ever imagine. I love knowing that in time everything will work out for the greater good. Im done being hypocritical, its just not me. I have been put through so much and within a few months ive realized my relationship not only with god but the people who mean the most to me really matters.
As of right now i have been given a opprotunity to move. And at first i had been kindof hesitant towards it because i just could never see myself being away from home. But then i realized that maybe this is what gods plan is. I went and talked to my youth pastor today and prayed and just sat down and conversated about my current situation. And what he told me is what my mom had said also. God has given you a talent in music. Maybe you havent been using it in the way he wanted you to and youve been patient and grown as a musician but now he has opened a door for you. And thats where i am. I have this huge door opened in my life in general and despite being scared of different scenery im more excited than i have ever been now. I hope that if this is his plan that it works out for me.

havent been on in a while so heres something new.
I am single finally
Things just went rough. And i am enjoying it. im getting my life straight for me. And when the right girl crosses my path ill know it. No more focusing on the past just looking to the future.
Tour 2 months away more excited than you know

good night
jet skiing tomorrow
lifes looking up for me

amazing night last night,
practice with the dudes
and alot time with my baby:)

Maybe friends is what its suppose to be.

Im kindof in this point in my life in trying to decide who’s friendship is really valuable to me or not. Ive been thinking about alot of things. And knowing ill be gone for the majority of the summer excites me. I love being on the road with my best friends playing music every night of my life. On a different note. I know you read this everyday. You know who you are. Maybe its kindof like our way of talking but through stupid blogs. Just know that im not going to go out of my way to get you attention anymore. You know me. Better than anyone else. Take that for what its worth. Dont screw this up. Things will just go back to square one again.

people will never learn. First of all dont tell someone your going to do something and not follow through.
Grow the fuck up.

Im over it. Im over feeling like im the only person that is putting anything into this relationship. Im over trying to please someone twenty four seven and not ever making them happy im over just trying to be the sweetest nicest person i can be and getting shitted on for it. It seriously upsets me to know that you can just walk all over me and not feel any sorrow about it. I feel as if im never going to meet the right girl. They are all the fucking same. And maybe i did meet the right girl. Yet i let her slip away a long time ago. Maybe ill get another chance. Hopefully i do. Ill never let her go if i did.

so far todays been a awesome day,
Lets see how the night ends up
THings are looking up lately

finally i have reached home from georgia. It was a eleven hour drive. tomorrow i just want to sit back relax and have a day to myself. Just lay back and not deal with anything. I think i deserve it.